Wednesday, February 4, 2009

YM CONVERSATIONS (ISSUE NO.2)



Him: Buzz

Me: Buzz

Him: Happy Valentine’s Day!

Me: Happy Valentine’s Day din. =)

Him: Sinong date mo?

Me: Wala.

Him: Ikaw pa.

Me: Ganun. Wala nga talaga. Kanina I went out with my agents. Nag videoke kme sa Maru Bar sa may Makati Avenue. Late na din kme natapos kaya kakauwi ko lang.

Him: Miss mo na ko noh?

Me: Ok lang. hahaha. Gawa na pala yung gripo sa bahay. Hindi mo na ako kailangan ipag-igib ng tubig sa labas. At may na discover akong kainan na masarap, super affordable pa, hindi ka na mamumulubi.

Him: Mabuti naman ipinaayos na ni kuya. Saan naman yang kainan na yan? Masarap ba talaga? Mas masarap pa syo?

Me: Oo nga eh. Ewan ko dun, basta isang araw bigla na lang may tubero sa bahay. Gago! Wala ng mas sasarap pa sa kin. Hahaha.

Him: Sino ng boyfriend mo?

Me: Wala.

Him: Nakipag break ka sa akin tapos wala ka pa ding boyfriend.

Me: When I broke up with you, I just wanted some time to think things over. Gusto ko lang talaga mag isip. Gusto kong malaman kung tama pa bang ipagpatuloy yung relationship natin. Hindi naman ako nakipag break para mag hanap ng iba. Hindi ako naki pag break dahil may iba na. Mali naman kse yung iniisip mo eh.

Him: Masaya naman kse tayo. Wala naman akong nakikitang problema, kaya hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kailangan natin maghiwalay.

Me: Sorry.

Him: Naging masama ba ako syo?

Me: Hindi. Ano ka ba naman. You were amazing. In fact, napaka swerte ko nga syo eh. Hindi ko nga alam kung paano mo ako natagalan. You are by far the best blessing God has ever given me and I'm so happy that he gave you to me to love. Even though I don't deserve all that you are to me and all that you do for me, I want you to know that I am so very grateful for you. I'm so grateful for all the wonderful memories we have shared throughout those wonderful months: all the smiles, laughter and even the tears. Loving you has made my life come alive. Some people go through life and never live it: I mean REALLY live it. But I thank God that He let me really live my life to the fullest by giving me you. You light up my world and show me things I never dreamed I'd see. Thank you for all that you do for me and all that you have given me.

Him: Mahal mo pa ba ako?

Me: Hindi naman nawawala yun eh. Hindi basta basta. I think, once you love someone, you will always love them even if you are not together anymore.

Him: Sabi na love mo pa yung mga exes mo eh.

Me: Yeah, pero hindi na same intensity as before. Siguro more of concern na lang. Kung may mangyaring masama sa kanila, I’m sure mag wo-worry pa rin naman ako.

Him: Wala ka talagang date?

Me: Wala nga po. Bakit ba ang kulit mo?

Him: Walang nag invite noh!

Me: Hahaha. Kapal mo. Meron noh. Ayaw ko lang talagang umalis. Mas ok na ko dito sa bahay. Teka nga, bakit ba ako ang tinatanong mo ng tinatanong? Bakit ikaw may date ka ba? Siguro may bf ka na noh!

Him: Hmmmmm...

Me: So, I guess meron nga?

Him: Yup.

Me: Grabe, mas nauna ka pa sa kin! Hahaha. Karma ko ba to? =( Kidding aside, I’m happy for you.

Him: Totoo?

Me: Totoo.

Him: I’m sorry ha. I never planned this. Nangyari lang.

Me: You don’t have to explain. Technically, you are single and eligible. =)

Him: Hindi ka galit? Promise?

Me: Love doesn’t come along every day. Kaya nga when it comes knocking your door, I think it’s but right to let it come in. The last thing I want you to feel is guilt over something that is supposed to be wonderful. I’ll always be here.

Him: Thank you Hon. I hope this time it’ll last.

Me: I hope so too.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

ayy! pausing for a relationship that's going soo wellll?....

do you really think that it's worth the torment of having someone as close to perfect as your partner once was, to let him go just to think?... happiness.. penny for your thoughts?

Anonymous said...

I'm how did you come-up with a decision to give-up on such a perfect relationship? I'm sure you have a much deeper reasson and what ever it is, I hope your happy. Would you do the same thing if ever you find another perfect relationship? :)

Scorpio
(just a stranger here who love your blog and everything about you)

Unknown said...

nalungkot naman ako dun. hehe. but again, well-composed. hm nakakatuwa.