It's easy to convince yourself that you aren't in love with someone anymore... that you have successfully moved on… that you have learned to let go… that you’ve got yourself together and you’ve done pretty well without them by your side…Until the time you see them in the hallway, or smell someone wearing their cologne… or hear the song they used to sing to you…
And then you're like, okay, here we go again…
So my conclusion is this: you don't ever stop loving someone.
It's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore. Because you can convince yourself and maybe honestly learn to get used to them not being around your tiny fragile world… but in reality, you know from deep down in your soul that you still can’t live without them…
They might not be in the big picture… but somewhere along the edges of your slowly healing heart…
And then you're like, okay, here we go again…
So my conclusion is this: you don't ever stop loving someone.
It's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore. Because you can convince yourself and maybe honestly learn to get used to them not being around your tiny fragile world… but in reality, you know from deep down in your soul that you still can’t live without them…
They might not be in the big picture… but somewhere along the edges of your slowly healing heart…
There they are… reminding you that once, you loved…
And you loved well…
And you loved well…
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